I feel like a junkie with a day job..

The IVF treatment is in full swing now with David playing Dr each morning with our plethora of drugs.

It's not as bad as you think though, once you get the momentum happening, you just adapt - and the fact you want something so badly you are willing to trudge through hell to get it.

I admit though, it's starting to feel slightly uncomfortable - I'm bruised from the daily injections into my stomach, bloated from the follicles that are growing and the hormones that are making my body go crazy...but I wouldn't have it any other way.  If this is the only way I'll get to have another baby then so be it.

I've had two ultrasounds now, the one I had this morning will determine when I go in to have the egg extraction.  I hope they are great quality ones that I can freeze and I don't have to do this again. Wouldn't it be the most amazing thing to have a pregnancy in the first cycle.

Please god.