What a shitty day!!
Where do I start?
How about the fact my boss and I were chatting about our relevant pregnancies (she's 6 weeks behind me)...and out of no where we started talking about baby names and she drops that she wants to call her daughter Melina....WTF??????????? and not just Melina....but Melina Rose!!! I cant believe it.....this has happened to me twice now....first with mentioning my favourite name to Lisa and of course she blabbed it to her pregnant sister who in-turn named her daughter Sophia...(don't make me go into the story but Lisa is a bad lier on how her sister found the name) and now this....
I can't get a break...honestly...
Cant really do anything until I know for sure the sex of the baby...which will either happen tonight when we see the OB-GYN....or in 3 weeks time for my 19/20 week anatomy scan.
I made sure to mention my boys names in the process of being shocked to the core....what pisses me off the most is that she didnt even know what the name means!!! For heavens sake...
Then...at lunchtime...I go to the bathroom and I've noticed I've had a bleed....nothing major...just a little dark brown (sorry TMI)...now I'm scared. Thoughts keep running through my head about the most dire of scenarios.
Imagine loosing the baby now...?!
It would mean so much loss...and the possibility of mum not seeing me have a second child....(too painful to even think about).
So now I'm here waiting in the Mater cafe for Dave to see if this pregnancy is still viable...or if, we have to go through more heartache.
stay tuned.
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